-Itsallpast

2006-10-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

27 of october

Okay, the anniversary dinner
the food sucks :X
houyee &yijun are so handsome &pretty luh
ehehs, after tht went t vista park
&waited for thm
then reach hme at 2 plus &slp at 4 plus :)

28 of october

Stayed at hme th whole day
&seriously i `ve forgotten wht i had done

29 of october

we went sentosa with th boys, had lots of fun there
after tht, jn went hme
&everyone went t VIVO
i was so sick at there, sudden cough at th BANQUET there
then my tears dropped down, feel lik vomitting but my stomach was so empty
&after tht i was so damn sick
im was freezing, trembling
thanks t yanqi i feel better, ILU! <3
at night, we went 515
roger was sleeping lik pig at th playground there
after tht, yw&yk thm fetch us t vista point
i was standing, so scary luh
we sat at there, chitchatting
yanqi &kh was so sweet! :D
haha after tht, we went cycling again
yw fetch me, &we chatted
& th time was 5 plus when we were at th fragrant
after tht at 7 plus we went hme
shldnt had went hme :D
haha goodbye, still hav something t write but lazy
MISSJIANING! &IY :D
loves

2006-10-27T09:56:00.000+08:00

um so many things happen this few days,

24th of october
i went t bugis with my mum &i bought tht dress! {white{ :D

25th of october
i went t school with my mum t get my report book
tht security guard warned me for wearing slippers
& all th councilors were lik looking at me
mr cheon &miss bai didnt say much except for my english
they told me t buck up for it as i only gt C6 for it
ehehs, i passed all th subjects but
actually im still not satisfied with it, ahah dnt knw why
after tht we went causeway, &my mum went hme
i was alone in th causeway for one hour plus
all th shops were nt open yet
after tht NY came t find me
thn decided t go catch a movie with thm{kh, ac, rg, yk &yw}
thn almost evrybody was pissed off as bcos th movie we wnt t watch didnt tally with theirs
after tht, went t sunplaza
we watched stay alive
at first, i was abit pissed off also bcos all of their faces are as black as charcoal
actually i had mood t watch, but after seeing everyones` face
i dnt really had mood t{ but in th end, we are still very happy}
yw was scarier than tht red clothes woman
he grabbed my shoulder while watchin th movie, {shocked}
after tht, we went hme
{actually still gt some other stuffs t write, but im lazy{ ehehes,
anyway, somehow i love t go out with thm
th more th merrier um! :DD
ehehes, a memorable day :)

26th of october
i lost my voice! ):
we went t watch movie{ th death note }
me &ivy bought th lover`s combo
ehehes, th popcorn was so many &tht set was only for $5.50
at first when we first entered, i knocked into ivy
&some of th popcorn dropped, thn after tht the some of th popcorn drop again
bcos ivy knocked into me
at th first part of movie, me &ivy was lik laughin until lik no energy
laugh until i could burst uh
ehehes
th show was very interesting
the Light & L, both are so smart
&the L is so cute! his action, his everything :D
im gonna watch th part two uh
<33

27th of october
i woke up at 7 plus today
ytd i went t bed earlier as i wasnt really feeling well
when i woke up, i felt tht my throat had no cure alrd
after tht my mum cooked something for me, she said is good for throat
i think she boiled the pear with th rocksugar
it's so nice! &my throat was better
thanks mum :DD
later goin to meet ivy t buy her stuffs &mine
thn after tht at night, i`ll be going anniversary dinner with INY :D

goodbyes

2006-10-24T11:11:00.000+08:00

something seems t be lost in me,
this is the first time im havin a complete dream
it had a starting &ending
ytd i really wnt t have a nice sleep
bt something seems t be in me, holdin me back
i rested for one hour, frm 12 to 1
&i woke up again until 6 then i slp
i had only slpt for few hours
&i had sucha complete dream
ahhhhhhh, i really hope i go bang my head against th wall
& i could forget everything in my mind
so empty yet so heavy in my mind
i think for so many hours, bt i still kinda cant get myself
th dream, seemed t be so true
goodbye,

2006-10-23T09:26:00.000+08:00

hello everyone, um drink more water okay?
i think the haze is quite serious, at first i thought i wont get effected by it
but now im sick, &alot of pples are also sick so drink more water yeh! :D

ytd i went bugis with yanqi, we shopped ard
we went t eat fish& chips at th cafe, &it's nt nice {bland}
ahha, i felt died after shoppin alrd
my nose is soo uncomfortable &my throat too )):
&i saw a dress ytd! my mum's goin to buy for me
im so happy! i think it's quite worth it, the price is about 45 dollars
ahha but im thinkin if i should buy the black or white one
haha thn at night i talked on phone
&went t slp at 2 plus

today i woke up at 7 plus for th LMS thingy
it's so lame doing the survey &stuffs
&somemore, we had t wait until 9.30 thn can log-out
later supposed t go watch movie with abigail,{JIY}
but im sick nd also my dad had his day off today
so i think im not goin out, i seldom stay at hme t accompany my dad
i always go out with friends during his off-day
ahaha

sigh, this week only hav school on thurs )):
i wnted t go sch everyday!
nxt wed im goin school with my mum at 9.15 t tak th report books
ahah yeh! im goin t work during th holidays
im so excited bcos i nv work bfore :D
it's only 4 days work {dec 21,22,23,24}
working at yanqi's mum company
ahha, the pay is 20 dollars per day
the starting time is 8 am to ard 6 pm i think
haha anyway, i going there is nt for th sake of money
is for the sake of working :D
i really wondered how's working is lik,
haha

goodbye! :DD

2006-10-20T20:02:00.000+08:00

My results for the EOY exams,

English paper two
i got 23 out of 50
failed by 2 marks
hope my paper one 'll pass :D

Chinese paper
One; 44 out of 70
Two; 57.5 out of 70
Listening; 18 out of 20
Total; 119.5 out of 160
haha i gt improve! :D

Maths paper
One; 36 out of 40
Two; 38 out of 50
Total; 74 out of 90
all careless mistakes :/

Science paper
Section A; 19 out of 30
Section B; 15.5 out of 30
Section C; 26.5 out of 40
Total; 61 out of 100
at least i improved :]

Lit paper
i got 32 out of 50
smiles :)

History paper
i got 44 out of 100
failed by 6 marks
ahha i expect myself get 30 only
lol

nxt wed hav to go school with my parents to get report book
sigh, both of them are nt free ):

thats all, GOODBYE :D

2006-10-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

those are photos that i edited jus nw :]

the fun we had

all are past, no longer existed

atLEAST itis onceTOGETHER

the love we had
'll b there forever :]

the retardness in us
it'll nv change

Thats all, goodbye :D

2006-10-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

I MISS THAT CW PIG! :D

2006-10-16T11:30:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY :]

it's the last day of the EOY! :D
after school, jianing ivy yanqi and me went to causeway
we went to shop ard
then, we met houyee and sheryl
we heard something i was so STUNNED! {guilty too}
because it was me who asked ]:
shldnt have ask `
sigh
after that, yanqi went to meet her cell grp leader
and me ivy and jianing went to popular
we're like some kinda KUKU?
we bought all kind of stuffs for art { acrylic paint, brush, paper and ... }
ahah then after that we went to ning's hse to play the stuffs
i met yanqi at 8 pm, we were going to BUGIS :D
when we rched thr, it's alrd 9 plus
ahah then shopped ard and i bought shoes, clothes
then after that i rched hme at 12 plus

SATURDAY :]

im lazy to write about saturday
umm, we went town {JYM}
:))

2006-09-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

You were there :]
When no one was there for me
And I thought that no one cared
When the whole world walked out on me
And I thought I was alone
You were there

When the one I cared about the most
Could care less about me
When the one I gave my heart to
Threw it in my face
You were there

When the person I trusted
Betrayed me
When the person I shared a lot of memories with
Can't even remember my birthday
You were there

When all I needed was a friend
To listen to me whine
When all I needed was someone
To catch my tears
You were there

When my heart hurt so bad
I couldn't even breath
When I just wanted to crawl up and die
You were there

When I started to cry
After hearing that sad song
When thew tears just wouldn't
Stop falling down
You were there

So you see I will be there until the end
This is a promise I can make
If you ever need me Just give me a call
I will be there just as you were there for me

Friendship is the kind of love that never can grow old
Warm and cozy it will stay when other things are cold
Friendship is a love so true
It won't be denied
Because a friend will always be there close by your side
Boyfriends and lovers come and goin this game of life we play
But a true friend
No matter what
In your heart will always stay
So hold these friends dear to you
And never let them go
Think how much they mean to you
And make sure to tell them so

loves :D

2006-09-12T18:28:00.000+08:00

BE HAPPY,

YOUR SMILE CHEER ME UP! :D

long time didnt update my blog
i didnt online this two days
today is so fun!
finally we four are back together again
yeah! :DDD
ehehe i passed my science! :]
i thought i would fail the overall bcos'
i failed my science research project
&it was 6o% of the total
haha im still happy
though i only passed by one mark :D
EOY exam is coming,
im going to work hard!
ahaha i cant stand miss claudia's lesson
bcos' i will definitely fall asleep in class
i tried my best not to
but it's lik I cant even open my eye?
haha then it's lik forcin myself nt t sleep
lol and today i had my secong piercing on my right ear
its lik so long since I pierced my ear,
um if im nt wrong, the first one was at nursery times
jus now im was lik so scared
haha but in the end okay alrd
yanqi pierced first then followed by me,ivy and jianing
haha okay i shall end here
hope everyone `ll be happy everyday! :DD
have smile on your face alright!
loves, :DD

2006-09-12T17:26:00.000+08:00

Tagged by salty chicken ! Haha tanyanqi (:
Name twenty people you can think of right now
Don't read the question(s)until you've named the 20 people
At the end of this, choose five people to do this

#1 Yanqi
#2 Jianing
#3 Ivy
#4 Chinwei
#5 Cherwei
#6 Jesslyn
#7 Amelia
#8 Abigail
#9 Jesslyn
#10 Roger
#11 Eric
#12 Houyee
#13 Rebekah
#14 Willy
#15 Josey
#16 Qiutong
#17 Alvin
#18 Alan
#19 Samuel
#20 Kelvin

How did i meet #14?
Hes my classmate(:

What would i do if i didnt meet #1?
My life wont be so interesting like now

What if #9 and #20 dated?
Haha they quite compatible :D

Would #6 and #17?
Haha they`re like so dmn close =]

Describe #3
My precious retarded darling <33#8 attractive?
Haha yea!

Describe #7
Shes a very nice person& shes cute <33#12 family members?
Erms haha :D

What would you do if #18 confesses to you that he likes you?
Lol he will never (:

What language does #15 speak?
Chinese

Who is #9 going out with?
Erms she he them

How old is #16?
Thirteen

When was the last time you spoke to #13
When i walked pass her class

Who is #2 favourite band/singer?
Uhmmms no idea :D

Would you ever date #4?
Haha hes too nice :D

Would you ever date #1?
YEA!im goin out with her evryday

Is #19 single?
Erm er should be? =X

What's #10 last name?
Haha his surname's zheng

Would you ever be in a r/s with #11?
Haha my precious retarded darling will #3
Christ church

Where does #6 live?
Rosewood:D

What's your favourite thing about #5
Hes soo cute &amp;& his bball styles are soo nice!

Have you seen #2 naked?
Haha yeayea -.-

Okay, here are 5 UNLUCKY people to do this survey<3>#1 JESSLYN #2 AMELIA #3 REBEKAH #4 JESLIN #5 CARRIE
<333 you pples

2006-09-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

~~swit~~SANE

` 79o6 :DD

Haha sista forever !
Ning Ivy Willy and Me
We're Insane
Today is my happiest day in September
I had no more problems
We're like so retarded today
I really really very happy ! :DD
Im like so high
Oh yea
~~Willy said that he honestly really love ning so much~~
~~Hope she will give willy a chance~~
I can see that Willy is serious
He had liked ning since Feb
Seven mths
Its like so Long
Wish them good luck
~~They are like so lucky~~
EDITED!; willy dont like ning anymore, now i really realised things changed over some times D:
Wensheng told me this
Whenever a door of happiness closes
Another opens
But often times
We people take so long to look at the closed doors
And missing out those which were opened :D
Haha thanks :D

2006-09-07T13:35:00.001+08:00

Endofyouandme :D

Its the end of you and me
We should had break up earlier
I should had let go of this relationship earlier
I will forget all those times we were once together
All those memories we had
Im like crying and laughing at the same times
Lol
If i had knew the problems
That time i would not be there
Crying myself
Be so sad and Hurt
Anyway
We will still be friends
Finally Im FRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEE ! :DD
I had no more problems
Im so happy ! :D

EDITED!; it's a right choice :D

2006-09-07T12:42:00.000+08:00

Idontneedyou :D

You dont spared a thought for me at all
I cried cos' of you
But you dont even care
Friends are much much more better than you
They wont make me sad or what
They cheer me up when im sad
They understand how i feel
They dont make empty promise
They mean what they said
They are the ones i needed
I dont need you
My life still will go on without you
But i cant live without my friends

EDITED!; it's over for so long alrd :D

Ionlyneedmypreciousfriends :]

2006-09-07T11:06:00.000+08:00

got this from wensheng's blog
it's nice :]

Forget her name
Forget her face
Forget her kisses
Her warm embrace
Forget the love you once knew
Remember she has someone new
Forget her when they played your song
Remember when you cried all night long
Forget how close you once were
For she had became another her
Forget how you memorized her walk
Forget the way she used to talk
Forget the things she used to say
Remember she has gone away
Forget her laughs
Forget her grins
Forget the dimples on her chins
Forget the way she held you tight
Remember she's with him tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Remember the love that moved, its past
Forget she said she'd leave you never
Remember she's gone forever

2006-09-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

HIM :[

I've really really tried my best to keep this relationship
I wnt this relationship so much
I had always thought that we could last quite long
But now, I don't know what problems we had
Everything is like so fine then suddenly like this
The problems don't lie with me,
It's with him
He was so cold to me
At first I thought that I was over-sensitive and,
Everything will be back to normal soon
But it turned worst instead of better
He treats me colder and colder
I really don't know what I should do alrd
I had really tried my best but he were still so cold
I don't know if he wnt to keep this relationship
But seriously I wnt
During the common test week
I was so sad and hurt
My mind was always blank
I really don't know
I really tried understanding how he feels
I don't dare to tell ning them
Cos' I scared that they would confront him
I tried asking him bout our relationship
Hes like don't even reply me
Its like he kinda don't care bout our relationship
It's me who is sad and hurt
It's like going on for weeks alrd
I don't wnt our relationship ended up like Hongkit and Rebekah
I know that a lot of people sure think that it's on my part
If got problems most probably also me who caused it
But really I had tried
I don't think the problems were with me
I wanted this relationship so much
One of my friends advised me
He asked me to let go of this relationship
He said maybe letting go would be better for the both of us
I can't bear to let go of this relationship
Those memories were really so much
Those times when we conference
When I was with him
When we talked on phone
June holidays my birthday
It's like so many and too precious
But I had been thinking of it for very long
Theres no point keeping this relationship anymore
We kinda like stranger now
It seemed like im the only one who wnt to keep this relationship
Its like kinda one sided
Sigh
I don't know what im talking about
Maybe I should said that
I was hurt and so sad cos' of this relationship
I cried so much cos' of him
But hes like don't care about it
But I would not regret having this relationship
Yea I still like him
Letting go of this relationship doesn't mean that my feelings faded
I don't wnt to let go too
But if things really remain like this
Letting go might be the only choice
You guys were asking what happened between him and me
Seriously I don't know also
You guys should ask him instead of me
I wanted to know about what problems we had too
I don't want to explain one to one and,
That's why Im posting it on blog
This is not all; this is only one part of it
You're not me
You wont understand the whole situation
My mind is not that blank anymore
I'm not that sad and hurt too

But my tears would drop down whenever i think of him
I had kinda numb or get used to it
Thanks for my friends who had give advices
If not for you all
My mind might be still the same { totally blank }
Hope things would turned for better and,
Everything will be back to normal

EDITED! ; everything is over so long ago o7o9o6

nd i think i made the right choice ! :D

since i broke up with him, i dnt lik him alrd :DD

121oo6 , 7;o8 PM [:

2006-09-06T03:28:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to BK! :]]

2006-09-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

SMILE :D

Hello! I've made a new blog
Pleasee RElink me
Thanks :]]

Takecare and SMILE! :D